What i want is what i''ve got

Today morning 4am, im awake by pain.. Period pain is already enough for killing me,but at the same time, im accompanied by headache and nausea. I try to stand the pain and force myself back to sleep so that i'll feel better. God knows, the pain drag me awake the whole nite, at last i vomited acidic liquid as a bad feeling tells me my gastric will be coming to visit me.

1 hour later, i couldnt stand it anymore, especially my head. I went and knock on my dad's door and brought him out from his dreams, i tell him my pain and demanded to visit a doctor. He then scold me, but from that, i can feel his care. It reminds me my boyfriend, he'll scold me, because he cares. i guess everyone heard that , scold = care .

At that time, i could not even stand, so i laid on the sofa , dad make me a medicine and bring it to me, watch me finish my med. He then tell me, after one hour, if my pain doesn't goes away, he will only bring me to a doctor. After saying this, he went in room and rest. I really don't have energy to walk back to room, and the pain doesn't allow me to move at all. As the day was dawning, my pain start to reduce and i finally get into sleep.

Don't know what time, dad come and ask me how's my pain, he brought my blanket for me, sincerly, its very cold sleeping outside, but my body don't allow me back to my room. When dad bring me blanket, my heart feel so warm . Refreshing the moment, makes me wana cry.

I've two important man in my life that i'll not wanted to hurt them.
- my only dad
- my only boyfriend

I love them alot.. because no matter what they do,how they treat me, is because they care, i know im important to them. Especially my health.
Because to them, Health reflect happiness.. This is what lots of people and all teenagers always neglect of.
Im so lucky for having both of them in life,my boyfriend really taught me alots.
Thanks God for bringing them to my life.

To : Santa

Dear santa,

Im lina, a 18 year old girl from a small family. Im here to make a wish for my christmas .

Well, I've been kinda bad and naughty this year. There's few times i displease my mum beacause of not helping her in her housework . And I didnt done really well to be a good student , a daughter, a sister and a Girlfriend.

As what i know from my boyfriend, Im not being a good girl, and i still did not change any better after telling me my defect. There's alot of time i disappoint him and broke his fragile heart again and again. By i've done, made him felt so hopeless on me,and because of this, our relation are goin down the hill. Santa, what can i do?? If i have a magic cloth, i will wipe off all the bad stuff that happend.I'll work hard to overcome my shortcoming,especially on being a girlfriend. Im sure i'll do infinitely better than before.

Please bring all this stuff from me and the people in my life:
For my mum and dad, please bring them health and business.
For my sister, please bring her knowledge.
For my doggy, please bring them accompany.

For my Lover, please bring him peace and hapiness and take away his fret.
For his brothers , please bring them safety.
For his dear mother, please bring her tranquilizer and health.

For me, i just want me and my boyfriend relation could reform. As if could goes back to how it was when we both just started, im already very gratify. I didn't hope it to become any better, but to how it was in the begining.
That's the only thing i anxious for.
Are you curious why im not making any wish for my studies,because i know i have to work on in by myself for getting good and better result.i will strive for it.

When you're preparing gift, remember not to ablivious the wishes i've wrote in this letter..
Thanks..
Merry Christmas Santa ... ^ ^

Power of love

Being in a relationship, will helps a person to grow. Do you agree? I do not dare to say that i change and grow alot (mentally of course ). But it did really help in ways. Of course the person you be with are also one of the most important fact. My current bf , cannot deny, he is very clever, his knowledge were so wide and he never despise others.

His room were so tidy as you cannot believe a guy is the owner. I as a girl, sometimes after i woke up, i didn't fold my blanket and keep my bed. But HE DID ! EVERYDAY ! And he is the 1st and only guy i knew that will use floss.

He will also help to do housework when he is back home. His mum don't have to order him to do. But he'll do it by himself. (Guys, did/will you do it ???)

The way he treat me are so different. His care were so true and mature. My health really change alot! Especially my face. He'll keep asking me to drink water as when he is beside me. Of course that's my weekness. I admit im a person who don't drink water and i will not feel thirst. I can bring a whole full botel of water, and i can bring it back as the same when i go out. I know im very brilliant. But because of him, because of the power of water, my face has almost no pimples that even lots of medicine did not work and give such result! So drink more water !

Her Herm..back to topic, cant stop my mind to think n talk bout him.. pai seh pai seh.. Ok, Being with such a organize, hardworking, clean and clever person, do you think i will not change to be better?? even little ??

But there's three thing you must remember,
~there's no 100% perfect partner, but two 50% people ;
~you attract people by the qualities you display, you keep them by the qualities you possess ;
~when you can't change a person, change youself.

Treat your Loves one like a rose. When their torn hurt you,make you bleed, pain, never try to tear their torn, but try to handle the rose without injurt youself AND the rose.