My mum allow we both together le !!!

Today honey went home le..
Past 2 days, honey also overnite at my house, i also tried my best to take care of ney. Lucky today honey had no fever le..
Today ney didnt went to class, ney straight go back home.
During in class, im really very tired. I even slept before lecture comes in.

At night, i went n help mum cook dinner.
Mum ask me how's ah xiang. I told her that he's better le.
Suddenly, mum ask me , why didnt ask ah xiang go krabi together.
Im shock ! Never expect that, my mum ask me to invite ah xiang to go holiday with my family ?! Did i hear wrong ?!!
Since mum ask till like that le, so i went and tel mum that "i pak tor with ah xiang le"
Mum says, pak tor pak tor lah..she seems like knew me & xiang already together le..
Im really very happy !! To pass parents stage, actually is not that easy , but i pass it easily !! HURAAY !!
And i can see that, my mum were so happy that im with ah xiang.
Im so glad to see that.

Dunno why, i feel that me and my mum's relation were so close,
Is like we are best friend.. My mum even help me reply my msn..
Im so happy.. This is what i hope for since last time.. And now, it happened.

Xiang..谢谢你。。
这一切，都是你给我的。 谢谢你给了我爸妈一个好印象，让他们能够那么放心的让我和你在一起。。
虽然这只是我们的开始，但 是一个很好的开始。
我们还有很漫长的路要走，无论结局是怎样，我都会和你走到最后。

Today, we even talk on phone for one and a half hours..
I hope honey also will be happy as me when i tell honey bout this good news..
And Wish my honey wil recover soon.. 要快快好起来哦。。

honey sick le

My honey fall sick le..Since monday..

Today is siew siew birthday, but unfortunately, honey is stil sick. Yday ney din come to sch. And today, ney should stay at home rest, but honey still come to sch, and i know, ney come to sch is because of me. Honey is still having fever. And i can see that ney force urself to come.
Im touch..

Today after practical, then straight come to my house le. Eric, siew n waltson went for swimming, but pity my honey have to stay at home rest. Cause honey having high fever. After they come back from swimming, they were going out to celebrate siew's bday.
But i went to giant to buy ney med. I really run from puteri giant, to kinrara giant. then wings, goodwill restaurant n 7-11. Sincerely i never been running to so many places at once.
No one knows unless they were with me goin to those place.

I can see how suffer you are. It seems like nothing i can do. But i really hope that ney wil recover soon. so that honey wun be so suffer. But no matter how, i will stay beside ney, wun leave you anymore. I know how much ney need me, how much ney don't want me to leave you.
I promise, at this moment, whenever you open your eyes, i'll be sitting beside you.

Just touch honey, ney de fever stil did not drop. Im really worry bout it. Honey, you mus jia you..must faster recover..so that we could go and play badminton together..

im lost

Everyone is this world, will have their own dream, own vission.

They live for the person and the things they want.

They work out for it. They aim for it.

But why not me?

Everyone who study in MIB,is cause they were interest in baking. They love baking. They like baking.

Me ??? NO. Im in not because of myself. Im not interest in it.

All this while, im ok with it. No, should say i though im ok with it.

But Im wrong.

Today xiang din come to class. I dun feel like doin anything anymor. cz the minimum aim for me to class, were not there .
Until that, Only i know, im actually not suit in this field. Only i know, how much i cant force it.

But if i did not continue this, what should i do? what course should i take? where should i go ??

I dont even know !! But then if i continue, baking life is not what i want, what i like. Feel like leaving, but i duno where to go if i leave. But if i leave, i wil not get to see him everyday.

i .... i .....

Im lost.. i really lost.. can sumone plz tel me what to do..

The hardest things in life is not to do, but to choose.

A wonderful week

This week is a very wonderful n colourful week to me.

I never had this happy for the whole week before.

Thanks for waltson of course,

If not because of his birthday, i don't think we'll had this period.
Thanks to my best friend,siew siew also. No her, we'll not have this at all.

The begining of happy moment is last at saturday, 30th aug

Eric,ah xiang n siew siew came to my hse for national day count down.

I don't think we really did count down on that day=p

But is a very good begining for me and xiang.^ ^

The 2nd day, send eric back , n send xiang n siew to pudu.

Tuesday night, xiang follow me to Amway seminar.

I really like this seminar alot. i think all of us there laught from the starting til the end of the talk.

This wil b the 1st time ah xiang meet my parents.

After the seminar, we went to Old Town to have our dinner. xiang ask me to order honey lemon hot.cause is good for my gastric. this will b my 1st time drink Honey Lemon.

Wednesday after practical, waltson, eric, xiang, mun yee, siew, ah woo, si ni, ah sean, ah hang n me went to have meal at "Bibi Walk" puchong. n we went to so call small genting. Have beer n "true or dare" games.

In this week, we really had alot activities, did alot of things. We not only went to bibi walk, small genting, but also ah xiang house.

Activities include volley ball, basketball, badminton, swimming, mill wheel ice house n the most important is, we really sit down n chat. No matter beside swimming pool, or in my house. These image are so strong in my mind. Seldom will have this kind of condition. N there's one nite, we went to eat "lok lok". That's my 1st time eat lok lok. even i see it often, but i never had it before. Is a very nice experience.

Im looking forward for this kind of time again. Im really happy to have u guys as friend.

I willing to give out anything just to maintain this relation, to have u guys.